Heart Broken , Eyes Swollen ...I've never had this bad feeling before.

I've lost my voice .I want to express but i cant .

There's no where i belong at this very moment . 

I need a shoulder to cry on but i don have .

I need someone to talk it out but it ended up i don know what to say ,

where to start ,

and even SHOULD I TELL ?

 Annoying thoughts are messing like merry-go-round in my mind...

I don know what to do and i hate being so emo now..

Its just so not me but this post doesnt worth any 'lol or :D'